Heyoooooooo..
I have been away from writing since quite a month..
There was so much happening,Nothing good though.
Nothing that made me happy :/
All sadd news :/
Sometimes,Staying happy is just not your thing..
Everytime you try to be content and thankgod for what you have,something or the other doomly happens.
When somebody is snatched out of your life,your laughter and cheers ripped apart,you can feel your heart cracking and cannot hold yourself up anymore..This happens when somebody you love and adore goes away..
Nothing but memories are left
Streams of tears replace everyone's smile
Screams of emotional pain and hurt replace the sound of laughter but the loss is already done and is inevitable..
After a few days,Things change,Sense of realisation that nothing can be done now mists..
But apart from everything,I am glad about one particular thing
In between everything unstable i felt something i had been craving since long
Mental Stability !
A mental state where you know why you are sad or not content.
You arent confused or feeling all weird because of a reason you dont know.
I knew how to put back myself,Hold myself for everyone around,Hold myself for the people i love..
Although we had a bruis that can never be healed..
We still had the strength to stay integrated and stand together,The family i mean.
It feels really strong to know that even in the hardest times, Everyone dint sit apart with their own problems but came together and supported the weakest, kept aside their own personal grudges.
The news was this that we lost another member and he had to leave for the heavenly..
In the last 3years, its the 4th person who had to leave..
Rest In Peace Sudhir Bahl.You are missed everyday :')
I have been away from writing since quite a month..
There was so much happening,Nothing good though.
Nothing that made me happy :/
All sadd news :/
Sometimes,Staying happy is just not your thing..
Everytime you try to be content and thankgod for what you have,something or the other doomly happens.
When somebody is snatched out of your life,your laughter and cheers ripped apart,you can feel your heart cracking and cannot hold yourself up anymore..This happens when somebody you love and adore goes away..
Nothing but memories are left
Streams of tears replace everyone's smile
Screams of emotional pain and hurt replace the sound of laughter but the loss is already done and is inevitable..
After a few days,Things change,Sense of realisation that nothing can be done now mists..
But apart from everything,I am glad about one particular thing
In between everything unstable i felt something i had been craving since long
Mental Stability !
A mental state where you know why you are sad or not content.
You arent confused or feeling all weird because of a reason you dont know.
I knew how to put back myself,Hold myself for everyone around,Hold myself for the people i love..
Although we had a bruis that can never be healed..
We still had the strength to stay integrated and stand together,The family i mean.
It feels really strong to know that even in the hardest times, Everyone dint sit apart with their own problems but came together and supported the weakest, kept aside their own personal grudges.
The news was this that we lost another member and he had to leave for the heavenly..
In the last 3years, its the 4th person who had to leave..
Rest In Peace Sudhir Bahl.You are missed everyday :')
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