Jo hai,Sahi hai.. :D

As i opened his profile today,a slow song from my playlist started playing..
Its lyrics somehow said how little memories brush up old stories.
How everything is the same but your the one who is missing..
Yes i miss him
I miss his silly obsessions
I miss his goodmorning texts
I miss his loving inboxes
I love the way he made me smile
I love how life was so simple with him
From crying,i could be laughing the next second
I could call him whenever low and he himself used to get emoic :P
Whenever we fought,each others smiling face always got us back to normal
Even between super serious conversations,we could laugh our asses out at silly little things
I could share anything and everything
I used to call him dadda
And was his princess :)
But some weird things came along and our friendship couldnt last anymore
But all that happens,happens for a reason
I cannot control everything and get what i want
So i have learned and grown up to understand that its okay
Atleast i had him for 2 years :)I respect his point of view and he respects mine (I guess ! )
So start walking,dont look back,jo hai,sahi hai :D :D

So the point from this one is,not everything we want is possible
Not everything in life is permament,things change and we are left helpless
But still,whenever one door closes,several open
Everything happens for a reason,when you cannot do something,just let it be
Stay happy with the happy memories the person has left you with
Keep no grudges,respect their decisions and stay firm on yours
Life never waits,just move on :)

All while waiting..

Deep inside her
She had it stuffed
All that had made her
Suffer so much
Never did she show
Nobody ever came to know
What filled her heart
And what made her low
Celebrating joys and ignoring sorrows
She walked every way
Never did she complain nor she cried
Always smiled in the day
But in those nights
She missed a hand
A hand she used to hold


For two years they were together
But now he left her alone
He did not turn cold nor did he leave
He just went too far
And she could not believe
She cried at nights in pain and hurt
But made sure no one ever heard
For her love was true and she knew he would return


Staring at the stars she waits every night
Thinks about him and his flight
She wishes he would return soon from abroad
And take her hand with the love of god
She knew she'll marry him
And he wanted the same
She waited to hold him with no regret or shame
He was the best man she had ever seen..


She waited in and out
She waited day and night
And while waiting,all she did was smile..

Big beautiful eyes

Big Beautiful eyes
Like large balls
Filled with kohl
And a large about of dreams
They want their parents
To be really proud
They want to be
Announced about in the crowd
They want to reach the sky
And bring colors to life
Reach out to the masses
Mesmerise two or three
All these eyes want to witness
Are moments of glee
They never want to look down
They never want to be ashamed
Big beautiful eyes
Always want to be in the frame
Happy and joyful they want to stay
Creativity and beauty
Is what they display.. :)

Right To Be Happy

There was no soul around,nobody who would pay attention
She silently moved out of the shabby looking room,her man was supposed to be waiting outside so they could leave but he was nowhere to be seen.
She called him but he dint pick up,she tried and tried and then gave up.
She looked for some vehicle that could drop her home but nothing she found.
Then pulled a car and a man came out,he snatched her phone and banged it to the ground, before she could understand what he was doing,another pulled her in and the car started moving.
She yelled and cried for help but all they did was laugh like hell,one scratched her body and the other smelled her hair..
After an hour people found her laying bare,she had scratch marks and lay there dead.
All her mother wished was to feel her breath,they left a note which said what they had done to her.her father tore to pieces when he read it clear,she was raped and killed and all people could do was stare..

Girls are precious, girls are a gift.They are not here just to be killed,There is more to a girl besides her body.
People should know that even they have the RIGHT TO BE HAPPY.

Everyday when i go through the newspaper,i see atleast one case of a girl being raped and killed.
Each one of them have a different story.It sends chills down my back when i read them.
I can do nothing besides praying that their souls rest in peace.

When you hold me close

Crazy long walks in the cold winter

Weather gives me chills

But with such a warm hand to hold

You hold me still

Neither do i shiver nor do i twitch

All i do is stare into your eyes

And try to find a reason

Which makes me yours

You hold me still

Just with the little tinkle in your eyes

Which tell me with every minute

That you are totally mine

As you grip your hands to my waist

I close my eyes

For the feeling of having you near

Is not easy for my heart to bear

It skips a beat and whispers your name

You hold me to your chest

You hug me real tight

You kiss my forehead
And i stupidly smile .. :)

It will not be easy..

Not easy it is for the beautiful lady
To see you laying there in white
To convince herself that you'll never be back home
To think she'll never hear you scold..
It will not be easy ,to stop waiting till midnight for you to come home
It will not be easy, to think you went..
She'll cry silently and wish her her life would end
Not easy it will be for her to survive, with the thought that her partner will now never arrive..

Not easy it is for your young boy
To think his dad wont be back
To think he'll go to school alone
There will be no hand to console him when he is low
Or to bring him new gifts
For there wont be a father who'll write for him on his birthday card
No father who'll make sure he eats
Even if he himself starves..

Not easy it is for the 7year old kid
To realise his daddy wont be back
That he'll have no hands to hold when he walks on those roads alone
It will not be easy to convince him that his father is no more
It'll not be easy to tell him,he will never no more hear you snore
Not easy will it be for the kid to hear
That the father he loves, will not be there to help him fight his fear
There will not be the man, who was his superhero
Daddy will never come home from his trip afar
Not will it be easy for him to know..

Not easy it will be for the mother
To think her son will never return
Not easy will it be for the sister
To think you're gone..

You went too away,you went too far but i know this well,that you're watching us all.
All i want you to do is to deliver my words to god, there is no one i hate more than him, this is not we should have got..