It will not be easy..

Not easy it is for the beautiful lady
To see you laying there in white
To convince herself that you'll never be back home
To think she'll never hear you scold..
It will not be easy ,to stop waiting till midnight for you to come home
It will not be easy, to think you went..
She'll cry silently and wish her her life would end
Not easy it will be for her to survive, with the thought that her partner will now never arrive..

Not easy it is for your young boy
To think his dad wont be back
To think he'll go to school alone
There will be no hand to console him when he is low
Or to bring him new gifts
For there wont be a father who'll write for him on his birthday card
No father who'll make sure he eats
Even if he himself starves..

Not easy it is for the 7year old kid
To realise his daddy wont be back
That he'll have no hands to hold when he walks on those roads alone
It will not be easy to convince him that his father is no more
It'll not be easy to tell him,he will never no more hear you snore
Not easy will it be for the kid to hear
That the father he loves, will not be there to help him fight his fear
There will not be the man, who was his superhero
Daddy will never come home from his trip afar
Not will it be easy for him to know..

Not easy it will be for the mother
To think her son will never return
Not easy will it be for the sister
To think you're gone..

You went too away,you went too far but i know this well,that you're watching us all.
All i want you to do is to deliver my words to god, there is no one i hate more than him, this is not we should have got..