Teenage Dream

"As they drown deeper into the sea holding hands,they cry out loud
Not because they want their ownselves to survive
But because he wants her to live,live her dreams,face her fears,feel loved,mortal and everything that makes life happy
For she wanted the same for him
She wanted her companion to be who he wanted,grow old,love and live!
They are both still in each others arms,not ready to unlock the grip of their hands
They still want to be together,dont want to lose each other even for a second till they exist"

Rather than trying to get back on the land,the death has been accepted,the wait for the satan to come and take their souls has come."

Every girl in her early teeenage wishes for that perfect story.If not the prince charming then the one who treats her like a queen,his queen!
One who would love her,adore her,cry for her and go beyond his limits just to see her smile.
It is often said,one who gives too much,expects too much.
Guys go on asking the same thing,why is she so annoyed all the time?
Why does she need a constant reminder for i love her?
Why does she want me to do silly little things?
It is because it makes HER happy!
It makes HER smile!
And more than anything,it makes her fall for you even harder.
Then comes the next phrase,The breakup!
We have all been through a breakup,here i am talking about the first breakup from the one you actually LOVED.We feel we are not enough,every effort you did for the relationship to go right went in vain and your never gonna love again.All the stuff that's said about it,eat ice cream,stay away from sad music or stuff that remind you of the past blah blah blah.What people dont get is that your in no mood for advices,your not gonna follow them no matter what you do.You simply need time just by yourself to put yourself together and get out of the whole thing.
I have been through it all,like any other normal teenaged girl.
I fell in love,was taken to the ninth cloud and then dropped from there.All shattered and broken but there was one thing that got me through.This is what my dad always tells me when i am low.

"You fall down,you get hurt,you cry but after a while you forget about it and go back to normal.So why not now?Its not ending your life.Sit down for a while,cry,think,about it but then let it go."

And then you move onn,you simply accept the fact you cant/wont be with him/her.you learn to compromise and put yourself down and most importantly,you see the way things actually are and the day you realise,you see the fairytales as fake and fictious.
Enough of this now!
I so drown into emotions some times :P
Even after all of these experiences,i remain a douchebag :P
I fall for every chance i get that can maybe make my dream come true!
What now is my fairytale?..
Well,all i can tell you now is that its real hard for it to come true but i am trying. :)
Love,Nikkita*

Thats my favourite picture.There's a secret behind it *Glowing eyes*